Recovery is not a decision you make once and then all is sorted.
Recovery is a decision you have to make every single day. You choose recovery when you first wake up in the morning, you choose recovery when you’re making breakfast, you choose recovery when you go out, you choose recovery when you sit down and watch a movie. You have to redecide to recover constantly.
I absolutely hate how my whole life revolves around food and calories and losing weight or gaining weight or whatever, it’s just getting old
i feel soooooooo guilty about what i’ve eating today
I’m so tired of hearing about eating disorders. About reading about them. About the different view points, how doctors see eating disorder, the media, the public, how the individuals with eating disorders see it. I’m so freaking done with eating disorders. They suck and they’re deadly. That’s all there freaking is to it.